Don't know what's up with me lately. Must be the weather... or the hormones. I'm starting to say a couple of goodbyes actually and it's starting to suck. To think this is only the start - what more if I'm actually about to leave. I hope I can be as stoic as I'd hope. But I don't know.
So yes last night I was ... for lack of a better to make it less pathetic, lonely. So this move is actually mixed feelings. I want to go but I'm sad about leaving things behind. Anyhow it's one more of the other. After all that's happened, I want to start another chapter in Hamburg. Forget about the memories built here in Manila the past 6 years. Start fresh. Keep the way things are with J good, uncomplicated and interesting.
Anyhow to combat the loneliness, I went to the gym. And as usual, running saved me. I guess the endorphin rush was just enough to tire me out, improve my mood and get me to sleep.
A few months down the line, I hope I will be writing a different theme.
Earlier this year, I had my break with this spot in the GO Programme. I can't wait for the rest of my life to get peaking again (more often than not). I'm sure to take you with me through my journey given that I've revived my writing again.
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